TaviaMaeBradshaw
Don’t you just hate when you finally get up the courage to do something just to have it slammed back in your face? Then you regret doing it!Somebody asks you, but wouldn’t you rather have done it and dealt with the conciquences than not have done it and forever wonder what would have happened? And the only answer you can think of is NO! No, no, no, no, no I would have much rather justĀ have KEPT MY MOUTH SHUT! Then other people start to find out and your otherwise perfect weekend was effectively ruined! You wake-up the next morning and complain about going to school. Your parents are more worried than they usually are and you know that as soon as you leave they’ll be looking up therapists willing to perscribe anti-depresants. You get to school and you see your friends. You walk over and they ask how your weekend was. You know it was good but only the bad parts flash back and you can’t help but cry. They try to console you and it’s clear on their faces that they want to do more to help but just aren’t sure what. That’s how you know they’re true friends. You fake happiness through the first 2 periods but by lunch you’re just about finished. You’re trying to decide if you want to go home or not and one kid just does one stupid thing and you’re done. You fake sick and walk home. You turn on some mind numbing television and try not to cry. All you can do now is hope that tomorrow is better… because if it’s worse, you just might not make it.